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The matriarchy is rising once again and she is calling forward the mothers who know they are here to live as Her in their lives, motherhoods and missions.
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APPLY HERE TO JOIN DEVOTION A 12 week initiation to come home to the woman you were always meant to be - grounded, self-led & deeply rooted in embodied matriarchal leadership.
You have not come here because you want to be a better mother.
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You are here because somewhere beneath everything you carry, the over achieving, the high level competence, the motherly love, the exhaustion, the relentless doing and seeking validation, there is a woman who has been patiently waiting, for a very long time, to be allowed to fully arrive.
You felt her pre-motherhood, motherhood just made her louder, more confronting, more alive.
She whispers to you in the in between moments of stillness, when the doubt subsides, and the mental chaos quietens.
She knows things. She wants things. She is bigger than the life she's been living inside.
That She is YOU. The version of you, you've been quietly wishing you could become.
You are not here to fix yourself. You don't need to fix yourself.
You are here because, whether you realise it or not, you are finally ready to meet the version of you, you've always meant to be.
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You feel like something is missing in your life, because something is.
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It’s not in the missed opportunities or the failed attempts.
The should-have-done-betters or am-I-really-enoughs.
It’s something much deeper. Something you've not yet been able to touch.
And that’s because it's invisible.
It's a frequency.
Something absent from everything you were given; your environment, your culture, your map of what a woman and mother's life is supposed to look like.
You've spent your whole life sensing the disconnect and your whole life being conditioned to blame yourself for it.
It was never you. It was never your fault.
You didn't have the wrong work ethic or the wrong desires or the wrong instincts.
You were given the wrong map and you’ve been plugged into the wrong GPS entirely.
You are a woman whose DNA was written with specific instructions and you have followed them to a T...the only hiccup being, that the world around you was programmed to a different set of rules.
No wonder you’ve always felt slightly off.
You were forced to grow up too fast as an emotionally intelligent, empathetic girl born into a family that was emotionally unavailable and unable to meet your needs.
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You felt lonely, misunderstood and as though there was something wrong with you that you couldn’t be loved enough to be held.
You are strong willed and determined so you thrived in the feminist rat race to success but were unable to sustain your energy in a system that bled you dry.
You were taught that pushing and performance equalled validation and enoughness, so you forced yourself to achieve to receive, abandoning your body and your true feminine nature to become more acceptable to the masculine.
You are a naturally nurturing and attuned mother but you have been forced to second guess your own knowing and instead trust what the patriarchal motherhood trap has cleverly duped you into believing about yourself.
Constantly second guessing yourself and searching outside of you for answers.
Filled with shame and doubt instead of the deep knowing that the threshold you crossed into motherhood was always meant to initiate you into a depth of creative wisdom — one designed to guide you and your family forwards with clarity.
You are an awakened woman, you have devoted yourself to healing, but yet again, society handed you a distorted map.
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You inadvertently swapped the toxic performance system for one that praised toxic spirituality. You’ve spent years healing so you can be the cycle breaker for your ancestors.
Healing the inner child, the mother wound, ancestral traumas, but all never really hitting the depths to actually free you.
Cycling you back to square one, still blaming yourself for feeling stuck, confused and repeating limiting patterns.
None of this is your fault sister, you were unknowingly trapped in a yet another false system that left you not trusting yourself, doubting your wisdom and gifts, self abandoning, self sacrificing and blaming yourself for life not feeling how you sensed within it could.
That knowing inside of you, isn’t wrong. It’s the truest thing you hold.
What is missing isn’t your commitment or your willingness to feel.
What is missing is a way into the root. The place beneath the patterns, beneath the wounds, beneath even the ancestral stories; where the original frequency lives.
Not in your mind. In your body. In your resonance. All the way down.
And it's within DEVOTION that you will finally have the map to reach it.
Not because it gives you something new, but because it takes away everything false that has been standing between you and what you already know.
DEVOTION is a 12 week sacred initiation held by the field of the Organic Divine Mother to support awakening mothers to remember their purpose and step powerfully into their matriarchal era.
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Devotion isn't a course, a body of teachings nor a healing modality.
I didn’t create it.
It moved through me and initiated me into a deep remembrance of the essence of the Divine Mother, the one patriarchy and religion have tried to bury for millenia, and it taught me how to hold more of my own Divine Feminine essence through a series of powerful events in my life.
It showed me how to walk in my life as a woman that claims her life, claims her motherhood, and claims her mission and I now want to hold space for you to do the same.
Sacred space for you to strip yourself bare from all the false conditionings and limitations that have been passed down through generations of patriarchal induced trauma on the feminine which have been holding you back from stepping into the true matriarch that you came here to be.
It's time for you to remember;
You are uncontrollable. You are undeniable. You are the Divine Feminine essence of life itself.
Devotion creates the conditions for you to remember what you have always carried as feminine frequency. Not as a concept but as a lived, felt, embodied experience.
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If you feel it, DEVOTION is waiting for you to come home.
If you feel the “yes”...
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Apply for DEVOTION.
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Next intake begins June 9th.
APPLY FOR DEVOTION HERE*Once you click this button, you’ll be taken directly to the application. You’ll be asked a few questions to see if you’re a good fit and will be given the price of the program. If you're the right fit for Devotion, we'll reach out to you within 48 hours and discuss next steps for enrollment.
What DEVOTION
actually shifts for you...
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🌹 When everything is loud and nothing is going to plan and someone needs something from you before you've taken a single breath for yourself, you will feel underneath all of it something solid. Your grounded sense of self will give you the ability to be regulated enough to not only meet everyone's needs, but yours too.
🌹 You will hear your own voice and know, not hope, not wonder, but know, that it is yours. Not the inner critic. Not your mother's fear. Not the invisible audience you've been performing for your entire adult life. And you will follow it, even when it feels uncomfortable, because your sense of self trust will be undiminishable.
🌹 You will notice, in the school pick up, in the meeting, in the quiet moment after the children are in bed, that you are no longer performing your life or motherhood. You are living it. And you will finally feel the deep inner satisfaction you have been endlessly searching for.
🌹 You will know what it feels like to stop rushing. To actually land somewhere inside yourself and stay there. The anxiety that has been the background hum of your existence will begin to quieten and you will no longer feel guilt for receiving that peace.
🌹 You will find yourself with space; mental, emotional, inner and outer, to remember the parts of you that got buried under the doing. The calling. The deeper purpose. The woman who always knew she wanted to create, experience, and live life slowly, beautifully, and entirely on her own terms.
🌹 You will be held by women who do not need you to explain yourself, who already understand the frequency you are reclaiming. Together you will heal the personal and collective sisterhood wounds that have kept you guarded and alone in rooms full of other women.
🌹 No longer wired into scarcity and fear, you will begin to make decisions, take up space, and build your life from a completely different understanding of wealth. One where enough is not something you have to earn. It is simply what you are.
🌹 And you will know, as a deep cellular truth, that what your children are inheriting from you has shifted. That the patterns that ran through your mother and her mother before her; the shame, the self-abandonment, the performing, end here, in you. That is the most powerful thing a mother can offer her children, and it is the foundation of the matriarchal leader you know you are here to become.
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This is not a promise of perfection.
It's an invitation into truth.
Your truth. Finally, fully, and irreversibly yours.
Your Guide, Maria.
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I am a mother who has walked every inch of the path I now hold space for with the women in my world.
A mentor whose mission is deeply aligned to the Divine Feminine awakening that’s rippling through mothers during these sacred and changing times.
As a child I was highly sensitive and empathic; always aware of an unseen energy beneath everyday life, always receiving wisdom that made no sense alongside what I was being taught by my parents, school and society. So naturally, I rebelled, much to the distaste of my controlling, patriarchal father.
The only thing I did pay attention to were the icons of Mother Mary my mother scattered around our home and taught me to pray to anytime I needed support or answers; which was a lot.
As I got older I began to understand that the unseen energy I'd always felt was the Divine Mother and that she was guiding me toward something bigger.
But the louder that call grew, the more confused I became, so I pushed it away and threw myself into the only map I'd been given; hustling, achieving, seeking validation, performing for a system that was never built for a woman like me.
Then I became a mother and everything changed.
I got lost in a deep, dark night of the soul, and the Divine Mother came to me once more, and I was reminded of her sweet yet fierce love.
That was 9 years ago, and she’s been guiding me ever since; in my work with women and mothers and more importantly, every day in my own life.
She was the one who lead me to move my family to Costa Rica two years ago.
Even though it made no sense, and it would take our family away from our biggest source of income, our family and network of loving friends, I trusted Her and we moved.
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It was here on these lands that I could feel and sense her frequency more than ever before;Â ancient, unhurried, completely unbothered by the world's obsession with productivity and performance, and when I arrived in that frequency, everything in me that didn't match it started rising to the surface.
Every distortion. Every way I'd learned to abandon myself quietly and call it responsibility. Every piece of conditioning I'd absorbed from a system that was never built with mothers in mind.
This is the journey I bring to you in DEVOTION.
If you've found your way here, I don't think that's an accident. We were never meant to do any of this alone. Devotion is calling you forward as one of the Mothers who are here to do the profound work of bringing back the True Mother energy, not just for herself and her children but for the collective as a whole. I'm honoured to be walking this path with you.
Come home to the matriarchal woman you were always meant to be - emotionally grounded, self-led & deeply rooted in her sense of self.
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DEVOTION
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A 12-week sacred container for awakening mothers who look “fine” on the outside but who know deeply something is missing from their motherhood.
Reclaim inner authority, restore nervous system capacity, and lead your home from grounded presence (not pressure).
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APPLY FOR DEVOTION HEREWhy DEVOTION works when nothing else has...
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You have already tried to think your way out of the current way you are living and experiencing your life.
You have understood your patterns, named your conditioning, identified your triggers, done the inner child work, read the books, sat with the therapist, said the affirmations.
You are not lacking in self awareness.  You are possibly the most self aware person you know.
And yet, you are still here, still cycling, still ending up at the same patterns after every breakthrough.
That is not your failure. That is the inevitable result of trying to change something in the mind, when it actually lives in the body.
The wound was never in your thinking.  It is in your nervous system.
In the somatic memory of a woman who crossed into motherhood unwitnessed, unrooted, and without the deeper wisdom of The Mother, carrying her mother's nervous system within her own, and living out survival patterns so old and so deeply embedded that no amount of understanding has been able to reach them.
Because understanding is not the language they speak.
DEVOTION works in the body, not the mind.
It holds space for you body to let go of everything that was never yours to carry, to make space for everything that is.
This is why it works when nothing else has.
The Sacred Journey
PHASE I:Â THEÂ DESCENT
Weeks 1—4
Before anything true can emerge, we must descend.
Beneath the competence. Beneath the performing. Beneath the version of you that learned, very young, that love was conditional, worth was earned and belonging required you to be palatable.
She is still here, the uninitiated maiden who crossed into motherhood with you, and she is running a significant portion of your mothering life from beneath the capable exterior you built so well, you forgot it was a performance.
This phase is about meeting her. Not to fix her or rush her or shame her for having been in charge so long, but to finally see her, hold her, and offer her, somatically, in the body, the felt experience of being enough without doing anything at all.
It’s here we will journey with Goddess Inanna, the original descender, who shows us that going beneath is not collapse; it is, in fact, the path you have been unknowingly searching for all along. Her myth is not metaphor. It is a map. And it is the most accurate map you will have ever navigated in search of truth.
As you descend, you will be softly and powerfully held as you meet the things you have been unconsciously avoiding and that have been silently holding you back from your true self.
This is where you finally get to fully exhale.
PHASE II:Â THEÂ MOTHER TEMPLATE
Weeks 5—8
This is the phase that reaches the root cause that nothing else has touched.
Not your mother wound. Not your childhood. Not your patterns. (You know all of those already.)
This is where you meet your father wound. The internalised masculine gaze that colonised your inner world so completely that you have been performing for an invisible audience your entire adult life; in your mothering, in your work, in the way you move through every room you enter. The specific, exhausting, never-quite-enough feeling of seeking approval from something that was never going to give it.
This work goes deeper than your individual story, so this is also where we go into your lineage. Your mother, your grandmother, all the women who came before you; all performing for the same impossible audience, carrying the stories and the shame that were never theirs.
You are not here to heal yourself. You are here to complete something that has been waiting for completion for generations.
As the conditioning clears and the lineage begins to shift, something extraordinary happens; your own knowing comes back online. Not as a concept, but as something you can actually feel in your body and follow in your real life. Your voice. Your instincts. Your unique sense of purpose. Restored, not through willpower, but through the removal of everything that was obscuring them.
Here we will journey with Divine Mother archetypes - Mother Mary, Mary Magdalene, Goddess Isis - not as religious figures but as frequency holders of the heart and womb. Women who carried the Original Mother template in their bodies and transmitted it forward. This is ancient somatic medicine, remembered, and it will reach the places nothing else has.
PHASE IIIÂ :Â THE EMBODIED MATRIARCH
Weeks 9—12
This is the integration. The most important piece of all.
The woman who arrives at Phase III is not the same woman who arrived at Phase I. Not because you have been fixed (you were never broken) but because the performing has stopped and what was always underneath has finally been allowed to arrive.
This phase is about anchoring you, with your remembered and restored feminine instincts, into your actual daily life. In your home, at your children's bedtime, during your work. During the everyday weekday morning, when everything is chaos, yet you can finally, fully, without performing it for anyone, exhale into who you actually are.
This is where you get to see, in real life and in real time, the evidence of the shift you have made.
In the way you move. In the way your children respond to you. In the decisions you make from inner authority rather than fear. In the relationships that deepen because you are no longer managing how you are perceived inside them. In the way your life feels from within your own body. Wealthy, satisfying, easeful.
This is where you meet the matriarchal leader you have always heard calling to you from beneath everything she was forced to become.
She is not just the woman you were always meant to be. She is the woman the world has been waiting for.
Are you ready to reclaim your inner authority, emotional freedom, and full creative expression as a mother?
APPLY HERE NOW FOR DEVOTION*Once you click this button, you’ll be taken directly to the application. You’ll be asked a few questions to see if you’re a good fit and will be given the price of the program. If you're the right fit for Devotion, we'll reach out to you within 48 hours and discuss next steps for enrollment.
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Sharifa
1:1 client
"Maria you are a radiant, abundant, goddess! You've lit something inside of me again. The amount of downloads I got working with you was amazing.  I think everyone needs to know about this work it’s just so interesting and explains a lot - just wow. Thank you so much for always giving so much and just being you and bringing in these beautiful codes and information - oh my god - I'm so excited, I feel so happy - you really made me connect to my soul purpose and my soul self.
The way I mother and run my business has changed so much since working with you. I have strong boundaries, I put myself first, I feel abundant and I love my life.
I can really feel like anything is possible for me now! My heart has opened, Maria, thank you."
Rhonda
1:1 client
"I was ready for radical change in my life and despite reading all the self help books and speaking to life coaches I didn't quite get the results I was looking for.
Working with Maria is like having a spirit guide in human form with you constantly guiding you. She has a gift to read unseen energy and intuitive ability on the direction forward. She IS an angel in human form! I'm convinced!
I was able to courageously face every hurt, trauma and fear and heal myself to this point where I now fully know and accept the truth of who I am. I am living in the freedom I wished and dreamed about! There are no limits in my mind as I've learned how to embody wholeness, a concept I never quite understood but it's been the missing puzzle piece all along for me."
Lauren
1:1 client
"Before working with Maria I felt very stuck & stagnant with my life without knowing where I wanted to go. I was afraid to speak up and be my authentic self fearing I would be misunderstood. I was dealing with a lot of shame and had a history of punishing myself.Â
However, since working with Maria I have felt a huge shift & transformation. Maria has helped my self worth and trust in myself massively. I feel comfortable now to turn my attention inwards & give myself the love, attention & validation I deserve. I’m much more tuned in to what feels good & I allow myself to follow that feeling which has lead to INCREDIBLE opportunities opening up!
I will forever treasure Maria!"
What if I don’t have much time? My days are already full with my work, life and my children.
What if I’m already overwhelmed, could this be too much for me right now?
I’ve done therapy / coaching / healing work before - how is this different?
What if I’m not a “natural leader” or matriarch type?
I'm scared that if too much changes my life will blow up.
I'm not sure my partner will support my decision to spend this money on myself.
*Once you click this button, you’ll be taken directly to the application. You’ll be asked a few questions to see if you’re a good fit and will be given the price of the program. If you're the right fit for DEVOTION, we'll reach out to you within 48 hours and discuss next steps for enrollment.
Jo
1:1 client
 “Maria knows her shit!  I wanted something to help me shift the negative pattern of thinking I had adopted in my motherhood and I totally got that working with Maria!
 She is very good at unpacking the complexity of what you are feeling and experiencing into something simple and relatable. It’s reassuring to hear about her transformation and ultimately see the proof of the techniques she uses.
 She has a radiant energy that uplifts and inspires you to “get after it” which is just what you need."Â
Melisine
1:1 clientÂ
"Maria is amazing at creating a powerfully transformational experience. She combined inner child, mother/father wound healing with her unique method of energy healing which created a life changing session for me, and I'm no stranger to healing.
She is very skilled at guiding you through thoughts, stories and memories and unpacking and clearing limiting beliefs.
I don't actually know how she does it but she can see things I didn't even know were there!"
Cristin
 1:1 client
"I can't recommend Maria enough. Hand on heart it's the most enlightening and healing thing I have ever done.
I understand so much more about myself and I've left some very limiting beliefs and ways of being behind so I am able to move forwards with more truth.
I used to doubt myself so much that I felt stuck, but it's even inspired me to get on and start the business I've been pondering on for so long."
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DEVOTION
$2000
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Group Mentorship
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🌹 Intimate group container
🌹 3 months of weekly mentorship calls
🌹 Guidance and support from Maria in-between calls
🌹 DEVOTION Learning Portal (lifetime access)
🌹 Private sisterhood chat
🌹 Epic guest teachers and bonus masterclasses
🌹 1 bonus month of integration support in Maria's alumni container
DEVOTIONÂ includes 4 months of mentorship.
DEVOTION: THE FULL PACKAGE
$5000
Group Mentorship + 1:1 Support
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🌹Everything included in DEVOTION and so much more
🌹 3 months of bi-weekly 1:1 sessions with Maria with deep, personalised somatic activations and clearings
🌹 Deeply intimate level of sisterhood support
🌹 High-touch 1:1 support from Maria in-between calls
*Only 3 clients taken every quarter*
 This includes 6 months of mentorship.
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The real question isn’t whether you’re capable of this transformation (you are), it’s how much longer are you willing to keep surviving a life and motherhood alone, when you know you’re meant to rise with other mothers into embodied, self-led, emotionally rooted matriarchal leadership?
If you feel the yes in your body - this is your moment to finally say yes to yourself.
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APPLY NOW TO BEGIN YOUR MATRIARCHAL INITIATION