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 DEVOTION  

 

A 12 week re-initiation for the mother who has been feeling something powerful awakening within her, something that she has doubted she was able to carry, but whose call has gotten so loud, she is no longer able to ignore it.

 

APPLY HERE TO JOIN DEVOTION

 For the mothers who are done surviving a motherhood that was never meant for them and who are ready to claim their true identity as a self-led, emotionally grounded, more-than-enough sovereign mother.

Motherhood hasn’t always felt easy. And something about that, never felt right to you.

 

It always left you feeling as though you we’re doing something wrong, whilst always knowing deep down, there was more to it than that.

So you devoted yourself to bettering yourself as a mother. The healing, the learning, the awakening.

There are the days you feel like the most amazing, present, nurturing mother, choosing to do things differently for your children.

Then there are the days you get lost in an overwhelm that makes you want to shut yourself off from the world.

There are moments where you do the things you judge yourself for; the snapping because your child isn’t putting their shoes on quick enough, the night time scrolling because you feel lost in exhaustion, the procrastinating on the creative inspiration you get hits of.

Its all adds up to you questioning yourself, who you are in your motherhood and how motherhood is meant to feel.

Something has always felt as though it was missing.

Not your love for your child, nor your want to be a mother. Something deeper. Something you can’t quite put your finger on, and yet that something is getting louder with each day.

Sometimes it feels like grief, sometimes it can feel like anger but it’s neither.

It’s an opening into the greater purpose you have been longing for, for so long but could never quite see the face of.

Not the one connected to your career or business. Something deeper, more profound, more fulfilling.

You were never meant to mother in the ways this modern world tried to make you.

You always knew there was another way, a better way, but that way has felt like an uphill struggle and has often left you feeling exhausted, alone and as
though you were never quite good enough to make it work.

Being in this middle space, the space that isn’t quite the old world, but not yet the new is not something all mothers feel.

It is lonely. It can bring shame. It can make you feel as though you're going quietly mad. You're not. You're waking up. And that is a completely different thing.

Everything you’ve tried before; the inner child healing, the nervous system reset, the conscious mothering has never quite hit the mark because it never
went to the root of the issue.

That root lives in the lost initiation of modern motherhood where most women are forced to step into motherhood unheld and disconnected from the true wisdom of mother.

It lives in the grief and pain carried through our maternal lineage from millenia of suppression, violation and suffering.

It lives in the gaping father wound that we’re constantly looking for validation from yet never receive, it lives deep in your nervous system as toxic patterns, false conditionings and invisible limitations that keep you circling just outside of the power of the mother you were born to be.

And this is what is creating the rage that has been rising within you.

The rage you have been shrinking from in shame.

That rage, is the cry of all the women who came before you who were shamed for their wisdom, killed for using their intuition and locked up for speaking their truth.

It isn’t something to feel ashamed of or to be pushed away. This rage is your signal.

It’s the One Mother, the Holy Mother, the Divine Feminine rising up within those of us here to lead a new path forwards.

One that is built on the foundations of Her frequency.

She is waking you up to all the ways mothers have been unsupported, have had their boundaries crossed, their needs suppressed, now in modern motherhood and through the ages.

She has always been within you, she is the one who called you here.

It is Her you have been feeling calling you inwards, calling you home.

To do the deeper work so you can break all the cycles and begin creating a new life, with a true purpose.

The reason you are feeling lost right now is not a problem. It is a catalyst for you to become the mother you have always meant to be, and  you are exactly the woman I created DEVOTION for.

DEVOTION is a 12 week sacred journey of remembrance for the awakening mother who is ready to finally become the mother she has always wanted to be.

No longer alone, but in community with other mothers who hold the same vision. The vision that isn’t delusional, but is here to shape the way humanity will mother forever.

This isn’t a course, or a healing portal.

It is a re-initiation into the motherhood you (and all mothers) were meant to have.

To become the mother who is able to step over into the threshold of motherhood deeply connected to her worth, grounded in her inner knowing, with the intelligence of her emotions leading her and her family into the life she knows they are meant to live.

The life where you can finally feel confident enough to say screw it to the “normal” world and carve out a way of living that aligns to your deeply held values, without external approval.

The life where you can tune into your inner knowing and intuition and not waver on what you know is true and right for your family.

The life where you’re not weighed down by the limitations of what most people consider life and you can finally live free, and deeply connected to a bigger purpose, a greater knowing and a more abundant way of life.

That is the satisfaction you have been relentlessly searching for in all the healings you have done and the changes you have made in your life, that is what that missing feeling has been all along and it’s through DEVOTION that you will finally get to feel it and more importantly live it.

We are entering a new era, one that will not be built by systems, but birthed through matriarchs.


If you feel it, DEVOTION is waiting for you to come home.

If you feel the “yes”...

 

Apply for DEVOTION.

 

We begin in May.

APPLY FOR DEVOTION HERE
*Once you click this button, you’ll be taken directly to the application. You’ll be asked a few questions to see if you’re a good fit and will be given the price of the program. If you're the right fit for Devotion, we'll reach out to you within 48 hours and discuss next steps for enrollment.

What DEVOTION

actually shifts for you...

 

You snap (because we’re human, and it will happen) but you don’t spiral into shame and self criticism for hours afterwards. You can quickly self regulate and hold yourself in your power to repair.

 

The subtle frustration, that invisible friction between the mother you are and the one you know you're meant to be, gently shifts, leaving you with space to enjoy being a present mother to your children.

 

You stop saying yes when your body is screaming no. Not because you've read about boundaries but because you finally know your own worth well enough to protect it without the guilt eating you alive afterwards.

 

You know the difference between your true voice and that of your inner critic and you trust what you hear and lead yourself forwards in your life, with it.

 

You stop being afraid of your own emotions and you learn to go inside them rather than override them and what you find there becomes the most reliable compass you've ever had.

 

And your children? They will inherit something different than you did from your lineage, not because you became perfect but because you became a mother who remembered how to mother from truth.

 

Devotion doesn't deliver a better version of the life you've been living, it gifts you a completely different relationship with yourself inside it.

Meet Your Guide, Maria.

Four years ago I was burnt out, dissatisfied, and quietly furious at a life that looked fine from the outside and felt like a cage from the inside.
 
I was a mentor to mothers and even though I knew the theory, I still couldn't figure out why I felt like I was failing at my own life.
 
I'd done the work, I'd read the books, sat in the therapy rooms, understood my patterns with the kind of forensic clarity that should have fixed things by now and still I'd circle back to the same dissatisfaction, the same inner critic, the same feeling that I was somehow failing at the thing I wanted most to get right.
 
What I didn't know then was that you can understand your conditioning, even think you're healing it, but still struggle to be free of it.
  
The thing that cracked it open wasn't another framework. It was a decision to move my family from London to Costa Rica. Not because I had a plan (I didn't), but because something in me knew the life I was living was slowly making me disappear.

The land in Costa Rica carries the true frequency of the Mother; ancient, unhurried, completely unbothered by the world's obsession with productivity and performance, and when I arrived in that frequency, everything in me that didn't match it started rising to the surface.

Every distortion. Every way I'd learned to abandon myself quietly and call it responsibility. Every piece of conditioning I'd absorbed from a system that was never built with mothers in mind.

I did the work to release it at the level of the nervous system, within the cellular memory, and when I did, my life and who I was in it finally changed.
 

This is the journey I bring to DEVOTION.

 
I also bring over a decade of experience working with mothers through birth, postpartum, maternal mental health, nervous system healing, and identity transformation. I have lived two complete death-and-rebirths as a mother. I have sat with hundreds of women in their most honest, most exhausted, most quietly desperate moments, and I have never once believed the problem was them.

If you've found your way here, I don't think that's an accident. We were never meant to do any of this alone. Devotion is calling you forward as one of the Mothers who are here to do the profound work of bringing back the True Mother energy, not just for herself and her children but for the collective as a whole. I'm honoured to be walking this path with you.

Come home to the mother you were meant to be - emotionally grounded, self-led & deeply rooted in her sense of self.

 

This is your invitation into.... 

DEVOTION

 

A 12-week sacred container for self-aware mothers who look “fine” on the outside but who know deeply something is missing from their motherhood.

Reclaim inner authority, restore nervous system capacity, and lead your home from grounded presence (not pressure).

 

APPLY FOR DEVOTION HERE

The Sacred Journey

PHASE I:  THE UNINITIATED MAIDEN

We have long been made to forget the initiation into motherhood so when you became a mother, you were still emotionally, somatically, and psychologically connected to your maiden self. The young woman who learned that love was conditional, worth was earned and belonging required performance. This is what keeping you from fully trusting your inner knowing and consistently seeking the external validation that what you are doing is "right".

This is where you finally become initiated into motherhood and remember that you wait for no one's validation when you are lead by your internal power as a mother. 

PHASE II:  THE FATHER WOUND

We have become obsessed with doing the mother wound work, but so much of what hooks you into limiting ways of mothering, is the invisible hold of the father wound. This isn't just about your father, but also the societal wound we carry from being part of (or should I say bound to) a toxic patriarchal system.  Your internalised father wound is what is looping you into patterns of procrastination, toxic traits of self abandonment and hyper-independence. Exhaustion in motherhood isn't just because you don't get enough rest, it's because you unconsciously never stop seeking masculine approval.

This is where you cut the invisible ties with the toxic father and finally settle into an internal peace within.

PHASE III: UNMASKING THE DISTORTION

 Every mask you wear was built in direct and intelligent response to the wounds of the first two phases. The capable one, the endlessly available one, the never-needs-anything one, the holds-it-all-together one, the hard-done-by-one. Now that you can see how you unknowingly placed yourself within limiting identities, you no longer need to struggle trying to better yourself with willpower or self-improvement, you can simply choose to drop the false masks because you finally understand what they were for. 

This is where you finally free yourself from the cage you didnt realise you had the key to.

PHASE IV:  MATRIARCHAL LINEAGE

The limitations that you're carrying as a mother didn't start with you. They have been carried down through your ancestral lineages. A whole through line of women who were also performing for the same impossible audience, also carrying shame that was never theirs, also mothering from an unrooted place because nobody had initiated them either.

This is where the work becomes foundational - healing from the root up, you will plug your lineages' umbilical cord back into the True Mother frequency and become the woman in whom the old patterns end and something completely new begins. 

PHASE V:  INTUITIVE CREATIVE EXPRESSION

Now that the background noise of the past has been silenced,  you will begin to start hearing your true voice, feeling your true frequency and you'll begin to learn how to start living authentically as HER. Often we think we have to be a certain way, fit a certain mould to be a good enough mother, but the truth is, we are all unique beings, who hold our own unique medicine in our energy.

This is where you will begin to build the confidence to lead yourself through life in your true authentic expression - this is when you'll finally begin to feel free in your motherhood.

PHASE VI:  THE EMBODIED MATRIARCH

This is the part where everything comes sweetly together and you are supported to integrate and fully embody the true mother frequency in your own authentic and unique way. This isn't theoretical, this is being able to see in real life,in real time the fruits of your labour in Devotion. You'll finally be able to grasp that sense of satisfaction for your life and who you be in it, that has felt just out of reach for so long.

This is where you get see the evidence of being your highest mother self ripple out through your body, your home and your life. 

When you join DEVOTION you will receive: 


🌹 BITE SIZED SACRED REMEMBRANCE TRANSMISSIONS
Motherhood is demanding but that doesn't mean you can't devote yourself to what you know needs to shift in order for you to have the motherhood you've always desired. The bulk of the curriculum will be delivered in short videos and audios so you can listen in the moments you can carve out between the busyness.

🌹 WEEKLY MOTHER CIRCLE CALLS
Each week we will gather for a deeply nurturing call to connect as a circle of mothers to unpack the transmissions for that week and go deeper to transformation with Identity Recoding and a multidimensional somatic experiences to support transformation at an embodied nervous system level.

🌹 DEEP IDENTITY RE-CODING, ANCESTRAL HEALING & NERVOUS SYSTEM REGULATION
Each session you will receive my powerful and unique Identity Recoding process which supports change and healing at the nervous system level in the body. This work is what creates real, sustained change in how you feel, think and move. Check out the testimonials below for evidence.

🌹 PRIVATE GROUP CHAT FOR REAL TIME INTEGRATION & Q+A
You'll have access to a dedicated DEVOTION telegram group where I'll be answering your questions everyday, supporting you as you integrate the powerful shifts we will make together in real time. This is really where the magic happens. In the spaces between calls.

🌹 ALL ACCESS VIDEO VAULT
As soon as you sign up get access to a vault of bite sized transmissions to prepare you and your field for the upcoming journey. Includes extra healing practices and tools that will support you as you move through DEVOTION.

🌹 DEEPLY CONNECTED MOTHER SISTERS
Come together with other consciously aligned, chain breaking mothers. The ones who have the same soul mission to lay the foundations for a matriarchal paradigm. Each mother is hand selected to create a powerful group of women journeying together into the depths of their lineages, nervous systems and energy fields to collectively create change for themselves, each other and the collective. Heal the betrayal and judgment wounds of the past and meet a sisterhood of mothers you'll always be connected with.

 

+ BONUSES


🌹 GUEST TEACHERS
Guest trainings on specific aspects of motherhood and the Divine feminine frequency - topics may include conscious parenting, nervous system regulation and the sacred menopausal journey.

🌹 2 WEEK INTEGRATION PORTAL AT THE END
Once DEVOTION is completed there will be an extra 2 weeks open in the private telegram group for final integration questions and guidance.

🌹 LIFETIME ACCESS TO THE VIDEO VAULT & CALLS
So you can rewatch as you evolve. DEVOTION has been designed to hold you as grow into the mother you were always meant to be. 

When you join DEVOTION you will receive: 


🌹 BITE SIZED SACRED REMEMBRANCE TRANSMISSIONS
Motherhood is demanding but that doesn't mean you can't devote yourself to what you know needs to shift in order for you to have the motherhood you've always desired. The bulk of the curriculum will be delivered in short videos and audios so you can listen in the moments you can carve out between the busyness.

🌹 WEEKLY MOTHER CIRCLE CALLS
Each week we will gather for a deeply nurturing call to connect as a circle of mothers to unpack the transmissions for that week and go deeper to transformation with Identity Recoding and a multidimensional somatic experiences to support transformation at an embodied nervous system level.

🌹 DEEP IDENTITY RE-CODING, ANCESTRAL HEALING & NERVOUS SYSTEM REGULATION
Each session you will receive my powerful and unique Identity Recoding process which supports change and healing at the nervous system level in the body. This work is what creates real, sustained change in how you feel, think and move. Check out the testimonials below for evidence.

🌹 PRIVATE GROUP CHAT FOR REAL TIME INTEGRATION & Q+A
You'll have access to a dedicated DEVOTION telegram group where I'll be answering your questions everyday, supporting you as you integrate the powerful shifts we will make together in real time. This is really where the magic happens. In the spaces between calls.

🌹 ALL ACCESS VIDEO VAULT
As soon as you sign up get access to a vault of bite sized transmissions to prepare you and your field for the upcoming journey. Includes extra healing practices and tools that will support you as you move through DEVOTION.

🌹 DEEPLY CONNECTED MOTHER SISTERS
Come together with other consciously aligned, chain breaking mothers. The ones who have the same soul mission to lay the foundations for a matriarchal paradigm. Each mother is hand selected to create a powerful group of women journeying together into the depths of their lineages, nervous systems and energy fields to collectively create change for themselves, each other and the collective. Heal the betrayal and judgment wounds of the past and meet a sisterhood of mothers you'll always be connected with.

 

+ BONUSES


🌹 GUEST TEACHERS
Guest trainings on specific aspects of motherhood and the Divine feminine frequency - topics may include conscious parenting, nervous system regulation and the sacred menopausal journey.

🌹 2 WEEK INTEGRATION PORTAL AT THE END
Once DEVOTION is completed there will be an extra 2 weeks open in the private telegram group for final integration questions and guidance.

🌹 LIFETIME ACCESS TO THE VIDEO VAULT & CALLS
So you can rewatch as you evolve. DEVOTION has been designed to hold you as grow into the mother you were always meant to be. 

Are you ready to reclaim your inner authority, emotional freedom, and full creative expression as a mother?

APPLY HERE NOW FOR DEVOTION
*Once you click this button, you’ll be taken directly to the application. You’ll be asked a few questions to see if you’re a good fit and will be given the price of the program. If you're the right fit for Devotion, we'll reach out to you within 48 hours and discuss next steps for enrollment.
 

DEVOTION is perfect for you if…

 

🌹 You’re a conscious, emotionally aware mother who looks capable on the outside but feels exhausted, overstretched, and quietly disconnected from yourself - and you know survival mode isn’t how you’re meant to live.

🌹  You feel a deep inner call to mother differently; with more presence, embodiment, and truth but you don’t yet feel safe, supported, or rooted enough in yourself to live that way consistently.

🌹 You’re tired of carrying the emotional and invisible load alone and are ready to be held, witnessed, and guided as you reclaim your inner authority and self-trust.

🌹 You sense you’re here for more than “just being a mum” and you feel the pull toward grounded matriarchal leadership in your family and community, knowing the impact you are soul missioned to make for humanity when you are rise with other matriarchs of this time.We are here to make change together.

🌹 You sense you’re meant to lead your family differently - with more truth, steadiness, and grounded presence - and you’re ready to be supported as you step into it.

🌹 You’re willing to be honest with yourself, move gently but bravely through emotional and ancestral layers, and devote time and presence to your own becoming — not just your children’s needs.

🌹 You want to live more aligned to the true values you hold hidden within you but you're fearful of what that means on a bigger scale. Will it blow up your life? Will you be judged? (I guarantee by the end these will not be questions you'll ask yurself)

 

This work is for you — even if…

 

🌹 You’ve tried therapy, coaching, nervous system tools, or healing spaces before and still feel like something deeper hasn’t fully shifted yet.

🌹 You worry you’re “too sensitive,” “too emotional,” or “too overwhelmed” and part of you wonders whether you’re the problem (you’re not).

🌹 You don’t have perfect routines, perfect discipline, or lots of free time but you know something inside you is ready for a true reset and re-initiation.

🌹 You feel guilt when you put yourself first, ask for help, or admit you’re struggling yet you’re ready to unlearn the martyrdom model of motherhood.

🌹 You don’t fully see yourself as a leader yet but you feel the truth that you’re meant to become a more grounded, self-led, emotionally rooted mother than the one you were shown.

DEVOTION is perfect for you if…

 

🌹 You’re a conscious, emotionally aware mother who looks capable on the outside but feels exhausted, overstretched, and quietly disconnected from yourself - and you know survival mode isn’t how you’re meant to live.

🌹  You feel a deep inner call to mother differently; with more presence, embodiment, and truth but you don’t yet feel safe, supported, or rooted enough in yourself to live that way consistently.

🌹 You’re tired of carrying the emotional and invisible load alone and are ready to be held, witnessed, and guided as you reclaim your inner authority and self-trust.

🌹 You sense you’re here for more than “just being a mum” and you feel the pull toward grounded matriarchal leadership in your family and community, knowing the impact you are soul missioned to make for humanity when you are rise with other matriarchs of this time.We are here to make change together.

🌹 You sense you’re meant to lead your family differently - with more truth, steadiness, and grounded presence - and you’re ready to be supported as you step into it.

🌹 You’re willing to be honest with yourself, move gently but bravely through emotional and ancestral layers, and devote time and presence to your own becoming — not just your children’s needs.

🌹 You want to live more aligned to the true values you hold hidden within you but you're fearful of what that means on a bigger scale. Will it blow up your life? Will you be judged? (I guarantee by the end these will not be questions you'll ask yurself)

 

This work is for you — even if…

 

🌹 You’ve tried therapy, coaching, nervous system tools, or healing spaces before and still feel like something deeper hasn’t fully shifted yet.

🌹 You worry you’re “too sensitive,” “too emotional,” or “too overwhelmed” and part of you wonders whether you’re the problem (you’re not).

🌹 You don’t have perfect routines, perfect discipline, or lots of free time but you know something inside you is ready for a true reset and re-initiation.

🌹 You feel guilt when you put yourself first, ask for help, or admit you’re struggling yet you’re ready to unlearn the martyrdom model of motherhood.

🌹 You don’t fully see yourself as a leader yet but you feel the truth that you’re meant to become a more grounded, self-led, emotionally rooted mother than the one you were shown.

Sharifa

1:1 client

"Maria you are a radiant, abundant, goddess! You've lit something inside of me again. The amount of downloads I got working with you was amazing.  I think everyone needs to know about this work it’s just so interesting and explains a lot - just wow. Thank you so much for always giving so much and just being you and bringing in these beautiful codes and information - oh my god - I'm so excited, I feel so happy - you really made me connect to my soul purpose and my soul self.

The way I mother and run my business has changed so much since working with you. I have strong boundaries, I put myself first, I feel abundant and I love my life.

I can really feel like anything is possible for me now! My heart has opened, Maria, thank you."

Rhonda

1:1 client

"I was ready for radical change in my life and despite reading all the self help books and speaking to life coaches I didn't quite get the results I was looking for.

Working with Maria is like having a spirit guide in human form with you constantly guiding you. She has a gift to read unseen energy and intuitive ability on the direction forward. She IS an angel in human form! I'm convinced!

I was able to courageously face every hurt, trauma and fear and heal myself to this point where I now fully know and accept the truth of who I am. I am living in the freedom I wished and dreamed about! There are no limits in my mind as I've learned how to embody wholeness, a concept I never quite understood but it's been the missing puzzle piece all along for me."

Lauren

1:1 client

"Before working with Maria I felt very stuck & stagnant with my life without knowing where I wanted to go. I was afraid to speak up and be my authentic self fearing I would be misunderstood. I was dealing with a lot of shame and had a history of punishing myself. 

However, since working with Maria I have felt a huge shift & transformation. Maria has helped my self worth and trust in myself massively. I feel comfortable now to turn my attention inwards & give myself the love, attention & validation I deserve. I’m much more tuned in to what feels good & I allow myself to follow that feeling which has lead to INCREDIBLE opportunities opening up!

I will forever treasure Maria!"

APPLY FOR DEVOTION HERE
*Once you click this button, you’ll be taken directly to the application. You’ll be asked a few questions to see if you’re a good fit and will be given the price of the program. If you're the right fit for DEVOTION, we'll reach out to you within 48 hours and discuss next steps for enrollment.

Jo

1:1 client

 “Maria knows her shit!  I wanted something to help me shift the negative pattern of thinking I had adopted in my motherhood and I totally got that working with Maria!

 She is very good at unpacking the complexity of what you are feeling and experiencing into something simple and relatable. It’s reassuring to hear about her transformation and ultimately see the proof of the techniques she uses.

 She has a radiant energy that uplifts and inspires you to “get after it” which is just what you need." 

Melisine

1:1 client 

"Maria is amazing at creating a powerfully transformational experience. She combined inner child, mother/father wound healing with her unique method of energy healing which created a life changing session for me, and I'm no stranger to healing.

She is very skilled at guiding you through thoughts, stories and memories and unpacking and clearing limiting beliefs.

I don't actually know how she does it but she can see things I didn't even know were there!"

Cristin

 1:1 client

"I can't recommend Maria enough. Hand on heart it's the most enlightening and healing thing I have ever done.

I understand so much more about myself and I've left some very limiting beliefs and ways of being behind so I am able to move forwards with more truth.

I used to doubt myself so much that I felt stuck, but it's even inspired me to get on and start the business I've been pondering on for so long."

 

The real question isn’t whether you’re capable of this transformation (you are), it’s how much longer are you willing to keep surviving motherhood alone when you know you’re meant to rise with other mothers into embodied, self-led, emotionally rooted motherhood?

If you feel the yes in your body - this is your moment to finally say yes to yourself.

 

Apply and begin your re-initiation.
 

*Once you click this button, you’ll be taken directly to the application. You’ll be asked a few questions to see if you’re a good fit and will be given the price of the program. If you're the right fit for DEVOTION, we'll reach out to you within 48 hours and discuss next steps for enrollment.