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HOLY RAGE

Your rage is not your failure. It's your motherline finally asking to be freed.

A free 3 day somatic audio experience to unmask the rage, heal your ancestral motherline, and step into the mother you were always meant to be.

Hosted by Maria Banobre

Your rage has you questioning who you are.

 

How you can be a good mother, a good person.

 

Your rage isn’t a sign of your badness.

 

It’s a sign of your sacredness. 

Most awakening mothers feel rage cursing through their bodies.

 

The anger that slips out when you least expect it.

At your child who won’t just accept a bruised banana.

At your partner who doesn’t do the washing up without being asked.

At your mother when she gives you unsolicited advice.

You’ve done the healing, you’ve read the books, you’ve signed up to consciously parent.

 

And still, the rage rolls in like a storm you are unable to weather.

 

That doesn't make you a bad mother, it's makes you one who has something awakening within her.

Most people on the internet will tell you that it's because you have unmet needs, you're overwhelmed and overstimulated, and you're just taking on too much without asking for help and, yes, all of that is true but that’s just the surface trigger.

There’s another layer underneath that that speaks to being an awakening mother who has a different vision for the future, one who can feel in her bones that a different way is possible but is trapped living by rules that were never designed for her.

This incoherence adds yet more tinder to the fire.

But here’s the explanation most people don't even see and that speaks to why all the healing, breathwork, yoga and nervous system regulation doesn’t work in the long term.

 

That rage you feel isn't just yours.

 

It’s an accumulation of all the times mothers, through the ages were abandoned, violated, oppressed, judged, outcast, locked up and left to die alone in shame.

And on some soul level, you opted in to be your lineage cycle breaker so you could forge that New Earth path forwards, because we can’t create new, by building on old foundations.

That’s why it feels so big when you feel it in your body, and that’s why it’s sacred and HOLY.

 

HOLY RAGE. 3 DAYS.

BURN DOWN OUTDATED MOTHER IDENTITIES.

RISE INTO THE ONE YOU WERE ALWAYS MEANT TO BE.

HOLY RAGE

A free 3 day somatic audio experience to finally meet the mother you have always been underneath everything they told you to be.

 
I'M READY TO LIBERATE MY MOTHERHOOD

HOW IT WORKS

Holy Rage is an audio only experience, with mini audios dropping over 3 days, each building on the last, and yours to return to as many times as you need.

You can listen on your morning walk, in the car, in the ten minutes you carved out before the house wakes up. 

Each day combines a perspective that names what your mind has been trying to articulate, with my signature Identity Recode practice - a process that speaks directly to your subconscious and invites your nervous system to release the invisible held beliefs that have been quietly running your motherhood from the background.

These are not beliefs you can think your way out of. They live below conscious awareness, coded into the body through years of conditioning and generations of inherited survival.

The Identity Recode doesn't argue with them or try to replace them with affirmations. It goes underneath them, to where they actually live, and creates the conditions for your body to simply let them go.

This is why the change that happens here feels different to anything you have tried before.

It doesn't happen in your head. It happens in you.

DAY ONE

 

THE GAP

 

On Day 1 we give rage the center stage (it's used to being pushed down so this in itself will activate something for you) and we will name the grief underneath your rage. The grief for the life you can feel but haven't yet lived. The gap between the mother you are being forced to be and the mother you actually are. See the rules you follow but don't agree with. The way you are self abandoning yourself unknowingly and crossing unseen boundaries. Using my signature Identity Recoding process and real stories of what’s possible when you bridge that gap, you will begin to release the identity that has been raging to be seen and make space to receive the one you were always meant to be.

DAY TWO

 

THE MOTHERLINE

 

The gap between who you are and who you were conditioned to be didn't start with you. It was handed down through every woman in your line who learned to survive by making herself smaller. You carry the oppression they experienced as people pleasing, the abandonment as putting yourself last on every list, the judgment as a harsh inner critic and being outcast as conforming in silence and a fear of taking up space as who you truly are. On Day 2 we go into the body and meet these inherited identities; not to analyse them but to alchemise them. You will journey into your ancestral motherline and begin to put down what was never yours to carry in the first place.

DAY THREE

 

 THE MOTHER YOU'RE BURNING TO BE

 

Underneath the conditioning, the performance, the survival patterns and the inherited shame there is a mother who is grounded, clear, expressed and utterly herself. On Day 3 we begin to anchor her in. Using the Identity Recode process you will begin to feel, not just imagine, the mother you are becoming. The one who mothers from her values not her wounds. The one who gets to live everyday exactly as she desires. The one whose children will inherit a completely different story. She is the mother every woman in your lineage prayed for and now you get to meet her.

THE ALCHEMY

Intentional Container

We will come together with powerful intention, energetically weaving the vision together of the mothers we know we came here to be. This work goes deeper than just individually setting ourselves free, this is a collective mission that I am honoured to hold with you.

Ancestral Healing

Connect with your maternal lineage and meet the ancestors whose rage and pain you hold within your nervous system and somatically release so you can step into the identity of the mother they we're praying for you to claim.

 

Identity Re-coding

Together we will do group identity re-coding - powerful subconscious energy work to shift false narratives we are personally and collectively holding that are limiting our ability to step into the motherhood we know we are meant for.

 

Private Telegram Group

Daily audio drops that you can listen to as you go about your day which will easily allow your unconscious to open up and receive, making transformation inevitable and effortless.

 

HOLY RAGE

Shift the identity you hold of mothering in your nervous system, and shift the way you mother, forever.

I AM READY TO RISE INTO THE MOTHER I ALWAYS WANTED TO BE

WHAT YOU CAN EXPECT IN HOLY RAGE...

Sharifa

"Maria you are a radiant, abundant, goddess! You've lit something inside of me again. The amount of downloads I got working with you was amazing.  I think everyone needs to know about this work it’s just so interesting and explains a lot - just wow. Thank you so much for always giving so much and just being you and bringing in these beautiful codes and information - oh my god - I'm so excited, I feel so happy - you really made me connect to my soul purpose and my soul self.

The way I mother and run my business has changed so much since working with you. I have strong boundaries, I put myself first, I feel abundant and I love my life.

I can really feel like anything is possible for me now! My heart has opened, Maria, thank you."

Rhonda

 "I was ready for radical change in my life and despite reading all the self help books and speaking to life coaches I didn't quite get the results I was looking for.

Working with Maria is like having a spirit guide in human form with you constantly guiding you. She has a gift to read unseen energy and intuitive ability on the direction forward. She IS an angel in human form! I'm convinced!

I was able to courageously face every hurt, trauma and fear and heal myself to this point where I now fully know and accept the truth of who I am. I am living in the freedom I wished and dreamed about! There are no limits in my mind as I've learned how to embody wholeness, a concept I never quite understood but it's been the missing puzzle piece all along for me."

Lauren

"Before working with Maria I felt very stuck & stagnant with my life without knowing where I wanted to go. I was afraid to speak up and be my authentic self fearing I would be misunderstood. I was dealing with a lot of shame and had a history of punishing myself. 

However, since working with Maria I have felt a huge shift & transformation. Maria has helped my self worth and trust in myself massively. I feel comfortable now to turn my attention inwards & give myself the love, attention & validation I deserve. I’m much more tuned in to what feels good & I allow myself to follow that feeling which has lead to INCREDIBLE opportunities opening up!

I will forever treasure Maria!"

 

Meet your guide, Maria.

 

I am a transformational mentor for mothers, but first and foremost I'm a mother and I have lived every part of what I am about to take you through.

I was living in London, working to pay for a life that was keeping me from the people I was working for. My children in childcare, my nervous system in overdrive, my bank account permanently on edge. And a rage I couldn't explain. A deep yearning for something slower, simpler, and more real as a life, that my conditioning kept telling me was impossible.

And then I had a rage meltdown that cracked everything open.

In that moment I saw my ancestors. I felt what they had been carrying for generations. And I understood that the rage moving through me wasn't just mine, it was theirs, finally finding a way out through a woman who was ready to listen. I stopped fighting it and started following it. I began to identify with the mother I could feel inside me instead of the one I had been conditioned to be.

Eventually, we moved to Costa Rica to live the life I could feel pouring out of me. My children run in nature. We live slowly and presently and with a simplicity I once thought was only available to other people.

For nearly 8 years I have worked with mothers as a mother mentor, specialising in identity work at the level of the subconscious and nervous system; where the conditioning actually lives and where real change actually happens.

The yearning you feel is not fantasy. It is the most honest thing about you. And your rage is not your failure — it is your invitation.

I'm so excited to go on this journey with you, my love, and discover who you are beneath your Holy Rage.

HOLY RAGE

Your rage isn't something to be ashamed of, it's something to be awakened by. Meet your Holy Rage and carve out a pathway to the motherhood you desire to live.

I'M READY TO BECOME AN EMOTIONALLY GROUNDED MOTHER